mike and patty are going to Chicago tomorrow and coming back sunday

I really want to go.

I wish I had someone I could do stuff with. go explore, have fun. I sick of doing things by myself. You know they say that you should first make yourself happy before others but going on trips alone won't make me happy.

I could if I wanted too. I have money I can use. But I don't want to experience something alone. One of places I want to visit in the whole world is the Colosseum. I've written papers on it in the past and it has always held my interest over the years. When I finally go and get to be able to stand inside and look around I know i'll probably get a surge feeling run through my body. I don't even know what it will be like but it will be awesome...I just know it.

But this is something I don't want to share by myself. What's the point really. I would get to have that memory for myself but what good is that if I didn't have someone to share it with.

oh Watertown...