20081202

The Month of December

12/5 - Working 3-11pm
12/6 - Helping at the Concord Museum (?)
12/8 - Dinner with Sarah (?)
12/12 - Last day of work!
12/12 - 12/14 - Weekend in Montreal (?)
12/15 - Pittsfield
12/14 - Move out (?)
12/19 - New Years/Going away party
12/20 - 16 Parker St Xmas Party
12/21 - Trash
12/22 - Pittsfield
12/24 - Xmas Eve
12/25 - Xmas
12/26...27 - Brezzy Point (?)
12/28 - New York Jets game (?)
12/29 - Boston
12/31 - Houston

20081022

Dr Horrible's Sing-A-long Blog



So for the past three weeks I have been obsessed over this musical "mini movie"

so much that I bought the soundtrack off itunes because I NEEDED it.

Also, I'll just say it, Neil Patrick Harris is awesome. Not that its gay...because he is...so that would make me gay, but i'm not...just saying....um..,I love Kristen Bell.

ok, i'm gonna show Bad Horse.

~Laters

oh and Lets Go Rays! Yes the Fucking Tampa Bay "Devil" Rays are in the World Series!! Who knew! Phuck the Phillies!

20080922

Why don't you just let me down


So tell me what were you really looking for
Going undercover
Said you were a lover
Why don't you just let me down
When you're in your positions
I don't see inhibitions
The time has come to let your demons out

20080907

White Lights


Now she's forgiven the harms of her past
She'll take a message somewhere it will last
She fails where she fails but she's trying
And growing up fast

Echoes climbing back
What's this
Hit or miss attack
You missed it
She's got white lights on her face
From the bad days
That she just can't erase
And her sad eyes are replaced
With the new life in a beautiful place

20080902

Qdoba makes me happy

A statement like that is what makes men cry.

But I wanted to say a quick thing about qdoba. As much as I love it the Summer St. location is a little lacking in the work force. I mean they do a good job but I have two problems. One I think they didn't give me a free burrito when I was award one, although my fault too for not keeping track but they should of seen that I was due for one. The other is when I ask for a burrito they always ask what beans I want...easy enough, until 30 seconds later they ask me again.

This is why I love the Harvard one. Not only do I sort of get a kick from Harvard kids, I'm assuming they are harvard kids...young white college kids in harvard sq, making my burrito they are all pretty friendly and they have a few TVs as well. Good stuff.

I'm avoiding dan for a while. after saturday night of me "bailing" I figure it culd be the best to let some time pass. although I haven't talked to him since saturday night and he did call me as I was on the bus home, I'll still wait a few days or so. I mean not everytime I go out do I want to get drunk, like him. And when I say no or want to go home i've "changed" and I'm "no fun" and "different." Eh whatever.

Saw luigi for a little bit afterwork last night. Told him about Texas, although he already heard from dan and seemed a little disappointed that I haven't told him yet, I said I wanted to tell him in person but he didn't c are about that. So anyway I leave Foleys around 1215am and catch the train and get into Harvard at 1235am. So I figured I'll end up catching the last 71 bus home around 1am. Well last bus indeed, except they (as yes they, you'll see why in a second) didn't show up until 120am. They I was talking about is all the buses. All the buses, the final one for each line, come rolling down the ramp and take their place and wait for about 5 mins before taking off. It is kind of funny and cool and would of enjoyed it more if I hadn't been waiting for 45 minutes. Got home at 130am, in bed by 2am and woke up little late this morning.

Man I love to ramble.

Marcel gave me the info for the sign I told him I could make up for him and as I sit writing this mike and patty are fighting over the idea of buying a loft. Its kind of funny. The thing is I really don't see Erica and I fighting over stuff they do. Granted we will have small fights, but I don't know. They seem to fight over everything.


Jonathan Niese pitches tonight! I'm excited! This kid is 21 and was won the day the Mets won the 1986 world series over the Boston Red Sox. An Omen?

Wacka Wacka!

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20080811

its been a while

michael phelps is the man. I'm watching him get his 3rd gold medal so far of these games and has a chance to win 5 more. I remember him in 04 when he won 6. So far the guy has won 9 golds in his lifetime and he is...get this...23.

I'm 23 and barely even made it out of college.

just a different path people end up taking in their lives. Sometimes I wonder what could of been for me.

its weird how much the hype of the olympics have changed over the years. I remember growing up and really being excited...in fact it seemed everyone was.

nowadays not so much. I think the biggest problem is the media. Today you can find out who wins off your cell phone. With China 12 hours ahead of us...i believe...you can log into the internet and boom, find out who wins. With tape delays, no one really cares to watch since they can't watch it live, for the most part.

Anyway, I think mike and patty are gone the whole week. I knew they were on vacation although have no idea what they are doing but I believe they both took the week off, which is nice for me if true because its kind of nice to have the place to myself to move around. Like today I did some exercise workout in the living room off On Demand, something I can't do in my room.

anyway I may head to NY this weekend, not sure yet.I'm still pretty beat from this past weekend. Getting trashed friday and really no memory of what fully happened...shots? oh boy. Mic vs Spic, and then working sunday and with the turn around...wow. i'm a little sleepy.

but there are so much little things I need to get done that I don't have time for. And a million questions, worries, thoughts, I have stored up. What does my future hold. Should I leave the Boston area for a new beginning, a new lifestyle. A new me. I think so but I'm so scared of changed and there is/so much work that needs to be done that I can't do it on my own. I wish I knew more people around the US. Part of my fear is being alone and I know I would have a hard time ajusting anywhere I go, hell I really don't even fit in here.

so years after seeing it in the movie rental store I finally watched the whole thing of cheerleader ninjas.

What the fuck is up with the mets bullpen too....jesus fucking christ I'm sick of their shit.

I need too upload some videos to youtube as well.

Oh and I'm back from texas! I had a great time. Meet some cool people, went to san antonio as well. got flagged by airport security as a terrorist. all awesome.

I'll write more later but my eyes are shutting and I think I may sleep on the couch tonight. I'm not feeling 100% great about a few things and I think I need a friend. This friend will be in form of turtle man and TV.

wacka wacka

-JSpin