Leaving

Its coming to a close.

2 more working days. Its unreal really. After its a few weeks until Texas. Hasn't hit yet.

It is weird. For once I feel like people care about me. Despite the fact that I'm torn when I tell people at work I'm leaving I feel a little sad leaving them behind. I have told certain people at work, ones I know/talk to the most and they are shocked and sad that I'm leaving. This DOES make me feel good that it seems like I'll be missed. The only funny thing is none of these people have ever wanted to hang out with me while I worked there nor do they really talk to me that much. It always seems to be me making the first attempt to start the topic. But then I tell them and they are shocked and sad. Telling me I can't go. All makes me feel special, just where was this before I decided to leave.

Although I did get invited to an after Xmas party at coogians after the BBH wraps up at 50 next Thursday. I guess Vanessa rented the whole bar, must be nice to have the money, so she invited me if I was around next week. I would go but at the same time when I went to the fenway party it was weird at first. Like most people, outside of work, didn't seem to want to hang out with me. Everyone was excited to see me there but at the same time, everyone had their own groups that didn't include me. I did get by, get drunk, and did end up having a good time. Plus I rode my bike home from fenway to 50 milk without remembering it. awesome.

So its all weird. Ryan told me today, at the last TGIUW. That he hopes I ate it down there, people treat me like crap, I can't get a job, etc. It is very nice to hear. He is saying all these things because he doesn't want me to leave. I know Dan is thinking the same, same with Beth. Nate even made it out to it and it was great to see him.

Its funny, I never really thought people would care that I would be leaving, despite the fact that I don't hang out with these people all the time or even ever or even once a month. Like Ashley had said that she will try and convince me to stay. I say to her well we don't talk much, what is the point if I stay, only to make sure that our 4 month drinks after work party happens?

I guess I never realize how much effect I may have on people...but again, I never see these people. Part is on me because I don't always come out and ask them to hang out, but at the same time, I get nothing from them in return.

well 16 more hours at 50. I'll def stop in that place the next time I hit Boston again, prob in the summer to see Steve and check in. There are a few people I'll keep in touch with either email or facebook.

Free lunch tomorrow from Jack Hurley. That will be weird because its for Steve and I but mainly for me, as Matt told Steve, because I'm leaving. That is weird because never did I think I should get a lunch. I mean I'm not special. These lunches, which probably won't be anything great not that it should be, but not for someone like me. Paul had always told me that Shawn and then Jack felt highly, for what I do, and that most of the tenants approved the job I did in the lobby, which is always nice to hear despite I feel like I'm not doing anything special and just being nice, but maybe it's the good karma or something. So we shall see what happens. One of the best parts is I believe both Paul and Phil have to come over for that 12-1pm hour to cover for us. hahaha

so much ranting and so much of the word weird.

weird.

The Month of December

12/5 - Working 3-11pm
12/6 - Helping at the Concord Museum (?)
12/8 - Dinner with Sarah (?)
12/12 - Last day of work!
12/12 - 12/14 - Weekend in Montreal (?)
12/15 - Pittsfield
12/14 - Move out (?)
12/19 - New Years/Going away party
12/20 - 16 Parker St Xmas Party
12/21 - Trash
12/22 - Pittsfield
12/24 - Xmas Eve
12/25 - Xmas
12/26...27 - Brezzy Point (?)
12/28 - New York Jets game (?)
12/29 - Boston
12/31 - Houston