its been a while

michael phelps is the man. I'm watching him get his 3rd gold medal so far of these games and has a chance to win 5 more. I remember him in 04 when he won 6. So far the guy has won 9 golds in his lifetime and he is...get this...23.

I'm 23 and barely even made it out of college.

just a different path people end up taking in their lives. Sometimes I wonder what could of been for me.

its weird how much the hype of the olympics have changed over the years. I remember growing up and really being excited...in fact it seemed everyone was.

nowadays not so much. I think the biggest problem is the media. Today you can find out who wins off your cell phone. With China 12 hours ahead of us...i believe...you can log into the internet and boom, find out who wins. With tape delays, no one really cares to watch since they can't watch it live, for the most part.

Anyway, I think mike and patty are gone the whole week. I knew they were on vacation although have no idea what they are doing but I believe they both took the week off, which is nice for me if true because its kind of nice to have the place to myself to move around. Like today I did some exercise workout in the living room off On Demand, something I can't do in my room.

anyway I may head to NY this weekend, not sure yet.I'm still pretty beat from this past weekend. Getting trashed friday and really no memory of what fully happened...shots? oh boy. Mic vs Spic, and then working sunday and with the turn around...wow. i'm a little sleepy.

but there are so much little things I need to get done that I don't have time for. And a million questions, worries, thoughts, I have stored up. What does my future hold. Should I leave the Boston area for a new beginning, a new lifestyle. A new me. I think so but I'm so scared of changed and there is/so much work that needs to be done that I can't do it on my own. I wish I knew more people around the US. Part of my fear is being alone and I know I would have a hard time ajusting anywhere I go, hell I really don't even fit in here.

so years after seeing it in the movie rental store I finally watched the whole thing of cheerleader ninjas.

What the fuck is up with the mets bullpen too....jesus fucking christ I'm sick of their shit.

I need too upload some videos to youtube as well.

Oh and I'm back from texas! I had a great time. Meet some cool people, went to san antonio as well. got flagged by airport security as a terrorist. all awesome.

I'll write more later but my eyes are shutting and I think I may sleep on the couch tonight. I'm not feeling 100% great about a few things and I think I need a friend. This friend will be in form of turtle man and TV.

wacka wacka

-JSpin